Here we are again

Yet another sleepless night

Today was a bit of an eventful day. Another wound care appointment down, taking mom to see my Aunt in the hospital and getting eye medicine for the kittens who are dealing with a bout of eye ickiness at the moment.

I have been doing a lot of reflection lately. Which is truly not out of the ordinary for me. But the conclusions I am drawing are certainly a bit different.

It is pride month. And thusly I am doing a lot of reflection on my sexuality and identity. I think I have come to the conclusion that I don’t truly fit in anywhere, and certainly not by the current boxes and labels that we have. I still think I fall under the T umbrella perhaps. This particular topic has been a point of contention within myself.

While I suppose you could say I am gender fluid or gender queer, I have settled, perhaps a bit tongue-in-cheek, on Eldritch Gendered. In so many ways I am a walking contradiction, and my identity I don’t think is any exception to that. And while this has given me a lot of inner turmoil over the years, I think I can at last be at ease with this rationale.